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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Boys Night Out 

Well weekend ini cukup sibuk, and yah suprisingly jalan2 ama atul and Jung. Been intresting, Atul try to be funny, but i know deeply his is stress out as in next few week he will be married. Oh well, lucky for him someone arrange women for him :P
We ended to go to knox city and watch natioal treasure and garden state. It's kinda unormal for me to watch movie twice, but i guess i do enjoyed.
I like garden state and all the song behind the screen, and downloading the whole album now.

I guess is trying to see love and relationship in different ways, it so real and make my heart kicking again. But still when it come to that point, is clueless...

and i think , i know that clueless point to someone that always been close and know my movement, haha :P

In the next day, i'm going out with "Mckinney" .. having a good spend dinner,a couple beers and still ended up in Gold Class Movie in Crown,

What he said make me thing alot, especially when it come to "life as person" and Life as Business Man. Its not only about creating or finding, but its more how to take it in the first instance.

Let see what happening, i'm counting the days go to Indo. "IKan Bakar Di Kepala NIH"

adios

post 1:35 AM By: mikael Shout

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Something in Melbourne 

Waw, rasanya dah lama ga tulis disini,.. this past week been bussy. You know.. mutya come into town. ahaha.
I have a great time when she come here, like always ada banyak funny thing happened.
Still hoegarden make my sleep. feel good. I can't belive 3 hours snooring same as 8 hours sleeping.

Well whats the update from me?
I guess i kinda felt a bit down lately until something I realised and open my eyes again.
As far your ages goes, responsiblity will come and as and audult we have responsiblity to our self and other. There is no point to upset with your self or other, either yourself is set to define the line or live by the rules. Yes, you can wingy about that, but the long you keep along , it just a matter time till everything blow.

hmm what else, I'm upset because i'm writing this through internet cafe at 11:08 PM and my adsl doesnt work. well, what the *** , FYI: i'm not alone, next to me is my flatmate chatting with his girlfriend in Malaysia...

GEZZ i feel alot of better now, after put all in stupid word for someone to read and gigly about this. Oh ya.. i felt something missing, i don't know what it is...I'm still thingking... could it be? Nobody knows.. but me lah..

Something is simple
When it down to a thing..
a thing called "Life"
When blue is not always blue..
I'm used to be left

When heart is just used to hear words
Words that Never be spoken
Tears always flow inside!
I' do shout and scream try to reach out..
and then....

a thing called " Sad" is born
When tears become smile
I'm used to be all that---

When everything is just so perfect
a Devil inside never satisfied
and know a thing become "something"
Something that seems to complicated..

and then i realised, it is to simple for
a thing called "life" with flavour "emotion"
Then you realised, why is so complicated.
The nature simple inside "you" make thing complicated.

So don't talk about "life"Love"Truth"
Because is so simple I don't know about it..
I'm just an actor try to be part the game
Until the game becoming part of me..

Something is simple
Until you don't know that you fall in love
and living with a wonderfull life without saying 'Thanks"
then...
I'm still asking the "Why" factor...
Silly Me!
Something to simple to see and to know..
It just happened and gone...
and Know!
I'm wishing it comming back again..
Dream like a dreamer until I woken up again..














post 3:55 AM By: mikael Shout