Life is Beautiful 

Well what can I said?
When the times of trouble! Made you think alot of your self...
When it happens, it happened..
It didn't say when it comes...or you could see it comming

What will you do? When your tear is dry?
When you smile is cold...?
When your head down..

Only last smile that left from the deepest breath...
Only Last standing soul made your brain function...
"Gosh....."......the last tear drop appear

And then your smile...
You think that you could turn back your time, but you're not
You wish , you can scream know...!
Nobody know, Nobody Hear, Only you know for your self...

And then your smile....
An angel inside you whisper to calm your heart..
'Be Gratefull, Your not the only one"..
"Be Patient, Life still treating you well"

And then your smile...
All of you ...in the moment silent....
You would remember in this pain to achieve gain..
then your lips buzz " It just another day, Nixon".....

So that is goes, the moment of your life
things to be remember.....
things to be disappear....
Where hope always live insde your life...

An then your smile...
Knowing yourself madelife is beautifull..
In every cause there always reason
In every reason there always hope..


* akoe dan akoe 05 *

Hati Yang Hilang 

Teryata.. rasa itu hilang lagi, gampang sekali dengan sebuah ucapan lugu. Tiada yg special, sama saja. Apa guna sabar itu ada, yang tingal cuma noda-noda.
Yah memang benar, lupakan dan kubur saja.. aku pun sudah biasa..
Begitulah hidup untuk mengajari dan di ajari...
Sampai yang hilang itu kan datang kembali..

Bagaimana kami tidak egois? Jika kau widuri selalu menebarkan duri.
Bagaimana kami tidak pernah puas? Jika kau tidak bertutur pasti..

Itulah kamu, selalu penuh dengan permainan...
Itulah kamu, manusia manja tapi tuturmu menyakitkan..,

Terjadilah dan ku anggap seperti biasa...
Kamu sudah pernah hilang dan sekarang waktunya untuk diriku tenang...

Dan bacalah kamu, untuk setiap tutur kata disini..
Supaya hatimu tersayat dan ingat...

Kau kan dapat apa yang kudapat....
Sampai mulutmu bersua untuk sebuah maaf
Bawakan satu bunga putih sebagai tanda hatimu khilaf...

my De La Soul 

- Hey.. its me again..

Waw, after a few overlook on what I wrote previously, sometime it never appear in my eyes -that I could write thosse words. I almost forget "Why did I started to do this again". Sometime it made me think, and wonder on my own thought...

Maybe only me that can I understood my own words, and yet only this can satisfied my soul.
Obviously, I'll do it for some reason. Inner finding of my self and the meaning of everything, and tought my self from every aspect of life.

to be continue